Here i go again

I didn´t really have the time to write here on my last days in Brazil.
As usual, by thinking i had enough time to fix things i end up rushing from place to place for a week preparing for my long, long trip back to Sweden after a half year in Brazil.
It has always been the same for me on this period before traveling and you´d think i would have learned my lesson by now, but it just doesn´t seem possible for me not to stress while preparing to travel from one home to the other. But even so i guess that even this has its positive side, since beeing so tired of doing so much in just a few days allows me not to concentrate only in the sadness of leaving.
I try to leave everything in place and organized for the ones that are staying, i always have too much to shop and too little space left in my bags and small details and things to remember fill up my head and my agenda with notes.
This time i had a little more things to fix since ,technically, i had moved back home (even if not for so long) which means that i had a job, a routine and activities to close up.
I quit my job one week before my trip and that process wasn´t really that stressfull.
My dog was in the middle of a treatment when it was time for me to leave, and that process was very stressfull and it still is since he´s not better yet and not beeing there to make sure everything goes well is quite hard.
I had people to see and say goodbye to, and even if that process is always painfull i was happy to spend time with them. It was great to eat some vegetarian hot dogs and talk about life with my mom and brother, have a nice dinner with my family and sing classics at a karaoke night with my girlfriends.


Then it was time for me be on my own again and as much as i think flying is fun, sitting on a chair with little leg space and be traveling for over 24 hours is not that much fun, specially when you´re alone.
After stressing a little with the traffic in São Paulo (specially because it was a saturday morning) my trip back to Sweden was pretty smooth, considering the waiting hours in beetween flights and busses and having a square-shaped ass after sitting for too long that are just inevitable when traveling to the other side of the planet.


I didn´t get much sleep and my body is still all weird with the process but i think it should be back to normal in a few days.
It was a beautiful sunday when i arrived in Sweden and things got quite much better after meeting my sweetheart.
"Välkommen hem" read the greetings on the halls at Stockholm´s airport.