It´s been awhile since my last post here and i must say i´m ashamed, but i know that doesn´t really matter.
I can say it feels like i´ve been here for much longer than only 19 days and that i´ve adapted to the life style here much faster than last time, on my first visit, and i guess that has something to do with the fact that i lived here most part of my life.
Although the fact that people can stand (and some even actually enjoy) the lifestyle in a city like São Paulo still amuses me. Of course i still have some kind of affection for this place, after all this is where i grew up. But i must admit that i can´t see myself living here anymore for a period longer than 6 months without going nuts.
I did miss the nightlife and the incredible amount of options you get here. From restaurants to dance studios, makes me happy just to know that if i want something, i will probably find it here.
In this period here i´ve gone from "Take me back!" to "I´m so happy!" to "Could i be any more frustrated?" and the last one having my PMS as a big part of the reasons why.
It feels like i have left Sweden months ago and i miss my love very much. But i´ve been good tho, trying to keep my mind focused.
I haven´t been acting the way i wanted and the way i had planed (as usual) and that has been upseting me a lot.
Right now i´m trying to get my act together and start doing what i came here to do.
I´m looking for a job and hopefully i´ll get one soon so i can build a routine and start with the activities i wanna have on this trip.
I still don´t know when i´ll travel back to Sweden but Mike and i are trying to come up with a plan about what to do next.
Keep you all updated about that.
Love from sunny Brazil
