Tic tac

I´m back after several months of inactivity around here. Feeling ashamed, i must say, or maybe just really using it as an excuse for my lazyness.
I don´t really know where to start when it comes to telling about this last semester i´ve spent in Brazil.
So much has happened and it´s been so long since i last wrote here, so i think i´ll take one thing at a time and post as the ideas come to me.
I really do love writing and keeping diaries, blogs and such but the past few months have been very... intense?
I have been worrying about so many different things that i didn´t really felt like writing about my stay in Brazil, but more like finding a way to get things done so that my mission would be accomplished. I spent (and still do spend) a lot of time planning and making "Don´t forget" lists. I became pretty good at it, actually. Making those lists use to give me this false hope of beeing in control of things and as it could be a concrete proof that things can actually work out. Not that easy, i´ve discovered.
I had so many plans and ideas of things i wanted to do, fix, change, discover and maybe even get around here and they didn´t all happen as i wanted them to, but i can´t say it hasn´t been a great time.
Anyway, i just wanted to post here about Brazil, since this is my last week here. I´m getting ready to leave, once again.


If there´s someone out there; hello! I´ve missed this place!